IS MY NIGHTMARE IS GONE? OR IT'S REAL ??

I lay in my bed alone at night and wonder why I'm here . There is so much hurt I feel, so much anger trapped inside . I have no one to talk to . But inside my soul is crying and there is nothing I can do . I lay in bed and wonder what the hell I'm doing there .

Can I wake up from this dream ?

Can I please just disappear ?

The darkness surrounds me , It's getting so cold .

There is a dark corner

in my room ,

It speaks to me

and say I'm coming for you ,

May be that one day ,

my dreams will come true ,

That I don't have to be there ,

so down the blue .

I longed for the nightmare to end

I can't catch my breath

My heart running a race ,

against emotion .

God I need you .

I can't live on my own ,

you're the only one who know ,

where my fears are sewn .

I try to calm down ,

But my fears just won't quiet ,

I can't find air to breathe ,

I'm stuck in this pit .

Hii peeps!! hello everyone .I am not bad . What about you ? I hope everyone is fine 😍💖I wrote this while I was very upset about my dark days😫 .Hey... but now I'm fine . I always sit alone and no one ever acknowledges me. I have tried to fit in all my life and I have never found a place. It finally started getting to me, and I know I'm not good enough, so this poem represents my loneliness. And I realize I alone but I'm not lonely..!